I'm home, a bit sore and bruised, but that awful pain has gone!! 5 years and now I have no pain - so much for my doctor repeatedly telling me it was my morbidly obese body pressing on my hip........
Everything went well, so well that I dont need a second operation. I didnt kill anyone, or lash out in panic. I did have a panic attack in the anaesthetic room, but the staff were marvellous and helped me through it. I love the NHS!!!
The operation was 2 hours and the recovery room was 4 hours cos I was having trouble breathing and my blood pressure kept dropping, so they kept me in overnight. I am fine now. I feel rather odd though as though I have been in a car crash or something. I have never faced such fear before.
Many, many thanks for your kindnesses, for letting me whitter on about my fears and your patience in explaining stuff. I hope to be back at Kenilworth Knit and Knatter in 3 weeks.
Wedding in 7 days and then I shall see some of you on Sat 12th for the workshop